Screeching halt ... HOME SWEET HOME

Well... after many sleepless nights, moody days, some nightmares & weird dreams we have come to a decision. We are putting our move to Florida on an indefinite hold. When we moved here to our dream ranch we said THIS would be our LAST move EVER!!! The thought of packing up all our stuff, cleaning, the drive there...UGH!!! Not anything I feel up to tackling any time soon. I have been absolutely sick to my stomach at the thought of not having Gypsy & Cheyenne, our beloved Appys! My daughter & I swore we would never re-home them and it has truly been bothering us at the thought of having to do that. Always wondering if they were ok & being taken care of. Well we do not have to wonder any more. We are staying here on our 40 acre ranch out on the Eastern Plains of Colorado. I have been looking at property in Florida since October & even have 2 different Realtors and my FIL also looking and NO ONE can find a place comparable to our ranch. The largest place I found has only 5 acres and that house is SMALLER than our current home! It seriously just isn't doable with all our things and all our critters. We'd be pretty much starting out totally new... new house, new neighbors, new job (if we could find one), only the in-laws that we don't really know. I have a few people that I've met on Facebook that live in Florida but we do not "know" them personally. It is just way too much stress that hubby and I really don't want to deal with. Things are getting better for us here and we love it on our ranch, all the fresh air, space and no BS unless we allow it around. Cut ties with the idiots and life is good now. We have some awesome neighbors/friends here too. ...we are home sweet home! Smith Rescue Ranch is our home =)